God has been talking to me for several years about something He wanted me to do...to be honest, I heard Him but came up with so many "reasons" I couldn't do what He asked. Like Moses, I offered Him suggestions on who would be better - why I wasn't His best choice - why I wasn't ready....but He kept nudging me. He was patient with me, giving me confidence in some of the areas I felt lacking. But He is very persistent - have you noticed that? When God has something for you to do, often He keeps knocking and knocking - God doesn't forget! :)
This year I realized early on that He was preparing me in earnest for this job He's been asking me to do. I enrolled in four small groups and each prepared me in a different way: my smocking group taught me to laugh again, to open up, and gave me a precious group of women to pray with and for; my Prayer Training group taught me about intercessory prayer and drawing closer to God; the Israel group helped me open up more and reminded me time is short!; and my Daniel study group gave me opportunity to dig deep into His Word and brought me to a extraordinary group of women who I grew to dearly love. God amazed me week after week by connecting these groups with common threads: a verse that kept coming up or a topic discussed in two groups the same week.
Earlier this month, I told God that, although I still don't feel "ready" or "worthy" of His mission for me, I'm ready to step out on faith that He will be strong where I am weak. I signed up to lead a small group at my church (Church of the Highlands) for people who live with chronic pain. Its a support group, not just for Highlanders, but for my community. He has affirmed my decision in so many ways! He is so good to me! Our group starts the first week in June and will be at mom's house on Wednesday mornings. I'd appreciate your prayers!
When I was first diagnosed with fibromyalgia, I went to a medical support group and left very depressed. I vowed never to go back. I desperately needed people to talk to who understood what I was going through but did NOT need a pity party! This small group will be affiliated with Rest Ministries' Hopekeepers - the purpose is to offer hope to people living with chronic illness and/or chronic pain. Go to their website to learn more information - http://www.restministries.org/.
Please give me feedback! What do you need? What interests you? Soon I'll be sharing stories and photos about our gardening adventure this year, about my smocking adventures, and our pets as well as things God is teaching me.
God loves you! And so do I! Blessings to all - Lisa
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